teenbarbie - my life in a blog , all together. I decided to create this blog , and do it in English , because of the fact that i speak English at home and sometimes with friends , call me goofy , but it's my life, I ain't gonna live forever.

@ Linn's house :D

we are hanging out , and having fun ..
I'm a little unsocial right now , couse I'm at dads and at linn's house ,
she's our neighbor :D
i think im gonna sleep here tonight ;)

2011-01-04 @ 23:55:23 Permalink barbie girls life. Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

well ..

I'm home from shopping !

this is what I bought :

a diary , 59 :-

2 different writing books , this and another 40:-

69 :- but i need the spray , and they did not have it.

fucking mee crab.

hihi , 87:-

I'm a geek for writing about this ?

and some other shit , 110:-

and then i bought naked juice bar 47 :- .. :D

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I'm awake ..

I'm awake now , still crying.

dreamed about my father tonight.

and i saw grandpa yesterday..

talking to Emma now , so bye..

2011-01-03 @ 13:05:47 Permalink barbie girls life. Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

tomorrow's plan's ..

hey my little fellas

tomorrow , I'm meeting Emma , and then we have a lovely sleepover,

with a lot of tears and so on..

but , I need to stop in sickla and bye some things ..

like a canvas and a present and a diary..

and then i need to check out some other things , but i'll do that on another day ,

based on everything going on right now , I wont be so social to you..

but .. however , i guess i'll "talk" to u tomorrow <3

XOXO Becca

- on drugs , but i don't care right now ..

2011-01-03 @ 02:39:49 Permalink barbie girls life. Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

I've realized that you mean so much to me , and that it will take me years to recover from your death.

If this is what you wanted , you can come home now , i miss u , i really do.

this is your songs now that you've passed , enjoy <3

we all love you grandpa , come home <3

2011-01-02 @ 23:36:38 Permalink friends / family Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

now you know.. :D

Have you ever wondered why A, B, C, D, E and F are the letters used
to define bra sizes?
(A} - Almost Boobs
{B} - Barely there
{C} - Can’t Complain!
{D} - Damn!
{E} - Enormous!
{F} - Fake

i have c/d in bra sizes.

2011-01-02 @ 23:09:23 Permalink barbie girls life. Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

<3

2011-01-02 @ 21:32:06 Permalink barbie girls life. Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

jack the pumpkin king. <3

I'm gonna start draw on this later tonight , I don't think I'm gonna sleep 2 well ..

And tomorrow , I'm gonna c Emma , so .. yeah.

2011-01-02 @ 21:31:38 Permalink drawings / art <3 Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

more want's , but winter want's ! :D

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today's want's

today I want :

this is what I want today <3

2011-01-02 @ 19:43:55 Permalink fashion <3 Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Macdonald's and swollen tummy .. "/

i ate McDonald's today and then my tummy swell up..

so i look pregnant (Y)

2011-01-02 @ 19:20:55 Permalink barbie girls life. Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

My beloved grandfather passed today.. :'(

JAG ÄLSKAR DIG ÖVER ALLT ! <3

svenska :

älskade morfar , alla älskar dig över allt , du är bäst och det finns inget i världen som kan beskriva min tacksamhet över dig , det är sorgligt att du passed today.

men jag tackar ändå gud för din tid på jorden , han ville ha tillbaka sin ängel.

du är en av mina förebilder , när jag var mindre tyckte jag att du var så cool för att du varit i afrika.

du är den bästa människan på jorden.

vacker , smart , vänlig , gullig och helt enkelt best.

en av dem värsta dagarna i mitt liv var idag , när du dog.

jag kommer ihåg alla vackra minnen med dig , du älskar äventyr , det tar jag med mig!

du är en inspirations källa , en bra förebild.

Mormor , jag din familj och Mamma älskar dig.

jag ber att du kommer tillbaka , ber att du ska hoppa upp från båren och börja leva igen. även fast det inte går , fast det är omöjligt , så kan man ju önska.

och som från filmen "i taket lyser stjärnorna"

om du dör Morfar , då lever jag för dig. <3

älskade morfar , alla älskar dig över allt , du är bäst och det finns inget i världen som kan beskriva min tacksamhet över dig , det är sorgligt att du passed today.

men jag tackar ändå gud för din tid på jorden , han ville ha tillbaka sin ängel.

du är en av mina förebilder , när jag var mindre tyckte jag att du var så cool för att du varit i afrika.

du är den bästa människan på jorden.

vacker , smart , vänlig , gullig och helt enkelt best.

en av dem värsta dagarna i mitt liv var idag , när du dog.

jag kommer ihåg alla vackra minnen med dig , du älskar äventyr , det tar jag med mig!

du är en inspirations källa , en bra förebild.

Mormor , jag din familj och Mamma älskar dig.

jag ber att du kommer tillbaka , ber att du ska hoppa upp från båren och börja leva igen. även fast det inte går , fast det är omöjligt , så kan man ju önska.

och som från filmen "i taket lyser stjärnorna"

om du dör Morfar , då lever jag för dig. <3

Engelska :

beloved grandfather, everybody loves you, you are the best and there is nothing in the world that can describe my gratitude for you, it's sad that you Passed today.
but I must thank God for your time on earth, he wanted back his angel.
you are one of my role models. when I was younger, I thought you were so cool that you were in africa.
you're the best man on earth.
beautiful, smart, friendly, cute and simply best.
one of the worst days of my life was today, when you died.
I remember all the beautiful memories with you, you love adventure, It will come with me!
you are a source of inspiration, a good role model.
My grandmother, my family and Mommy loves you.
I ask that you return, ask you to jump up from the stretcher and start living again. even though it is not possible, though it is impossible, I can always wish.
and from the movie "I taket lyser stjärnorna"

"om du dör morfar , då lever jag för dig. <3 "

2011-01-02 @ 15:31:47 Permalink friends / family Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

inspiration to newborns

( a tip is to by a textile pen and write things on this body )

that was it , everything is from HM ! :D

2011-01-02 @ 02:01:26 Permalink fashion <3 Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

challenge day / if you really knew me

if you really knew me.. you would know that I've smoked , cut myself

and lived a horrible life. at least in my mind.. I got depression and I hate

my social life. I have it quiet simply terrible.. I have lived all my life

without my father and it made me being bullied and teased.

I've always been myself and I have been a real maverick.

I was very different and strange as a child, I still are,

but I've noticed that people do not like it so I have hidden it since

I was in third grade , to describe myself in words is impossible.

I hide my life with a smile and shopping.

I love my friends, my family and my brothers and sisters the most,they are my everything.

I use music to describe my life.
I'm very hated in Älta ..
and I realize it now, you can stop.

my life is crap.
I feel bad every day, and I have been hit, not at home.
home is the only place I am safe, barely.
I have been bullied since I was 6 years.

I have a lot of complex about my body.

and If You Really Knew Me, you would know that I'm addicted to shopping.

and If You Really Knew Me, you would know that I have phobia of vomiting

2011-01-01 @ 21:53:30 Permalink just my weekdays. Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Okay , I received gifts last night !

But , I'm to lazy to upload any kind of pictures ..

pictures from google :

Its really my stile because i LOVE shopping , and the parfym came in a shopping bag ;)

and , i got a shopping chocolate and cupcake lip gloss ! :D

thanks Jenny ! :D

She's my "Mappa" witch means Daddy in a female kind of way.. :D

Mommy say that she make me spoiled.. I don't think so ;)

well , gotta clean my room now , so see you later alligator ! ;)

2011-01-01 @ 18:16:33 Permalink barbie girls life. Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()