challenge day / if you really knew me

if you really knew me.. you would know that I've smoked , cut myself
and lived a horrible life. at least in my mind.. I got depression and I hate
my social life. I have it quiet simply terrible.. I have lived all my life
without my father and it made me being bullied and teased.
I've always been myself and I have been a real maverick.
I was very different and strange as a child, I still are,
but I've noticed that people do not like it so I have hidden it since
I was in third grade , to describe myself in words is impossible.
I hide my life with a smile and shopping.
I love my friends, my family and my brothers and sisters the most,they are my everything.
I use music to describe my life.
I'm very hated in Älta ..
and I realize it now, you can stop.
I'm very hated in Älta ..
and I realize it now, you can stop.
my life is crap.
I feel bad every day, and I have been hit, not at home.
home is the only place I am safe, barely.
I have been bullied since I was 6 years.
I feel bad every day, and I have been hit, not at home.
home is the only place I am safe, barely.
I have been bullied since I was 6 years.
I have a lot of complex about my body.
and If You Really Knew Me, you would know that I'm addicted to shopping.
and If You Really Knew Me, you would know that I have phobia of vomiting
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